Maths before art
Growing up in a soviet country was difficult for Eszter.
“The theory was that everyone should be equal. But it seemed to me in my childhood that rather we should be uniform, we should think uniformly, we should talk uniformly and dress uniformly. And I didn’t really like it.”
She quickly learned though, that it was safest to stay quiet and play along with the system. “After a time I found myself talking the minimum, but it was very unavoidable that I talked about things at school. So, I thought that there are things which are safe and sure like mathematics that is proven and it’s evident.”
Maths became a more solid feature in Eszter’s life when she entered a competition to get out of a history test. “It was a nationwide contest held once a year. And actually, everyone could enter who was interested. And I signed up for it.”
After surprising success in the competition she pursued mathematics in higher education, “This thing led me to study mathematics at the university, but when I was there, I found that it was not really my cup of tea. But at that time, you couldn’t change subjects at the university.” Being stuck with maths, Eszter went on to a career as a statistical mathematician.
Art after maths
Eventually, Eszter’s artistic needs got the better of her, and she made the switch from mathematics to textile art. “I got a sewing machine from my father when I was 13, and I didn’t really know what to do with it. But I found an old chest with my grandmother’s old cloth things in it at the time, and I realised that I could fit them for myself.”
With the poor selection of clothes available in soviet Hungary, being able to make her own clothes was exciting for Eszter. “I could change my grandmother’s dresses to fit myself, and that’s how I started really stitching, and then I got a little bit more encouraged and then saw my own dresses. And then later, I’ve got a family and three children, so I was sewing for my family.”
Eszter soon turned her skills in textiles into her new career. “I applied for a juried exhibition in Holland, and I got in, and I got The Best of Show prize plus the best design prize. So first, it gave a big kick off for me. And second, I realised that from a faraway country in Europe, the way I could link to textile artists could be to apply for exhibitions. After a while, I became courageous enough to try to apply for solo exhibitions, and when I got them, it was like an avalanche slowly growing.”